City Of Contradictions

I am a city of contradictions.

My mind represents a corporate office building with files containing every moment I've lived.

My heart is a humble home by the sea with the coziest fireplace.

My soul is the land on which the rest of me is scattered.

My soul holds me above the ocean, resisting the water that tries to attack...

Sometimes, it becomes weak and I can feel a flood coming.

The home by the sea gets crowded at times...

Just as the water tries to reach land and sink it, the people i let into my heart just might lead to its suffocation.

My mind is high up in the city of contradictions, no water can drown it, no people can suffocate it but it might be the reason for its own destruction...

The tallest building in the city, which contains my favorite files, likes to hyper fixate on a certain file.

The file I wish I could shred but I can't.

I am a city of contradictions; I try to build a defensive wall, yet I can't...

My feelings won't let me...

My feelings are the most powerful beings in the city...

No matter how hard I try, they're the inhabitants of the city more than my heart, my mind and my soul are...

And they keep reminding me of one thing.

The only thing I have tried hard to fly from has demolished me.

The city lives on, though it has existed as different versions every time...